Late enough in night to hear voices of people I would rather not hear. (not going into detail)
I feel lonely due to sickness thing. Can't find my reading list. Part of me wishes I had company. But then, I was the one who chose to separate from some people so I can only blame myself. Together but separate.
There is a mental separation I have between me and anyone close. It is not even about spending time together or not. I can physically feel the separation. It clearly had advantages hence it is there. But it also has disadvantages.
I will win. I will win. I will win. I tell myself a hundred times a day. I will ensure people of my values ascend to the highest levels of power. This is why the separation is needed. Or so I tell myself.
Good night.
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